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Forbidden Love
This is our story.  

This is Brandon around "that time."

Have you ever had your world rocked by someone that you'd least expect
it from?  I did and not only was my world rocked but every tenet of my
life was shaken to it's very foundation.  My life has been forever changed
dramatically along with my basic thoughts and beliefs of what should
be or not be. My perception of the world has been permanently altered
and I can no longer see black or white.....it is all shades of gray. This
was born of a love I had never expected or even saw coming.  You see....
Brandon had been like my little brother since I met him when he was 12. 
I met him through his brother, my friend Davey.  Bran and I really hit it
off and quickly became close friends.  By the time he turned 13 he was
calling me to take him out to the arcade or go out cruising in my car. 
We were real close pals....yes just only close pals then.  Around the time
this picture was taken Bran was almost 15 and he had made his "move"
on me.  Boy was I thrown for a loop. I find out my li'l brother "loves"
me.....what do I do?  I couldn't and wouldn't return that same "love"
until he turned almost 18.  Heh....Bran's still pissed I made him wait.  
I guess it may have been unfair as I know how a teen can get sometimes
........but I stood firm.........until I succumbed to the pressure of knowing
how bad he was hurting inside because I couldn't and wouldn't give
the love he wanted. I accepted his love and devotion and finally after
almost 6 years of brotherly love returned the love he had wanted for
so long.  Bran my man....my life will never be the same.   Thank you
or curse you I love you with all my heart and soul.  You have my undying
love and loyalty.   You are my being, my heart, my soul, my conscience,
and source of faith.  It is strange that something so wrong can be so right.

My turn now.
Now that you've heard the dramatics from Stevie....all I can say is he was
a rat for making me wait. I guess that's fine so long as I know he's mine
and only mine.  Hell, I had to wait so damned long but I guess that's cool
cuz he never "gave me the kiss off" for me letting him know I was in love
with him. He was one cool kook to hang with.  He always treated me as an
equal and not like everybody else did. Yup, he's OK and that's why  I've
been his "sidekick" for so long.   In case you didn't know we haven't told
anyone about us.  Some of my friends give me shit but "fuck em" ....
they don't know for sure so they only make snide comments.  We didn't
tell you, but we aren't out.   Yes I corrupted him so don't get pissed at him. 
Nya nya. 
Here's Steve. He's Chinese...yup...a "pake" he he. :) 
Dave and I are half Japanese and half Haole.
I don't like writing so I'm turning the rest back to my slave :) 
Here's Steve.  Be cool everyone. Catch ya later,  Brandon.

Yup that's me below......100% pure & unadulterated.

 

I'm on the left and these are Davey & some friends.  Davey is Brandon's
older brother and my friend. Dave is in the upper right. Next to him just
out of the picture is Minh.  He's half Vietnamese and half Caucasian
(Haole). The Caucasian shows most and he's very handsome although
we've heard he's gotten fat since this picture was taken.  Slim down boy. 
By the way...Minh is a Dee Jay in New York now and Davey still looks
the same and works in construction on the mainland.  Me, mostly my
hair has gotten longer.  I pretty much look the same except with hair
just past my shoulder now. I still weigh the same. I have a better pictures
of Brandon on the next page and this picture of me was taken when Bran
was 16.  There's some great news about Davey we must share with you,
our online friends.  Davey is getting married to his love Pamala this
summer and they will be expecting their first child soon thereafter.
Congratulations!!!!!  More importantly thank you and God bless you
for introducing Brandon and myself even though you will never see this
site.  You may never realize how profoundly you have affected our lives.

This is Tim.  I took care of him until he was old enough to take care of
himself.  He's almost a flesh and blood brother. The only difference was
that we were close pals too. His mom never took care of him so I took
care of him.  We have always only been friends and always will.  Tim
is married now and has a little boy named Jared.  I first met Davey
through Tim. They were classmates that shared the same girlfriend.
I've got to tell you the story one day because it so strange how they
were friends/enemies and  Dave introduced me to the love of my life.....
his brother Brandon..........something I never expected or foresaw. 
Only you folks who've seen this site know about us. Hawaii is not
as progressive or open as everyone thinks.  In fact even liberals will
probably have a hard time accepting our love and devotion to one
another. Keeping our feelings from our friends, families, and
acquaintances is miserably hard.  Many we know suspects us
or at least makes jokes but have never "caught" us or know for
sure...........but we had to tell someone. We guess you're it.

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